Ah, no.. Am just a bit far too stressed recently 'cuz I know nothing of the particular industry's inner workings and am scared shitless that I may make a big mistake, all the while my father dearest gives me nothing but inform me to do 'something' without any how, why, for what- or in what manner. *sigh*
And another factor is that I barely can speak Indonesian- having trouble with communicating with actual staff while talking to them as well. Another hindrance... Bah, understandable that he is busy, but I hope he does realise that he just threw a university student to an actual working company without any guidance..
